EVOLUTION PODCAST #1 - THE QUEENS' RAGE - RAW AND UNCENSORED

[Phara]

//moving to the pubic board cuz who cares i'm drunk. yea it's released. vulgar languate and fuckin rage and hate and all.


enjoy. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME IF YOU ARE NOT NINJA.




I dropped this in crackchat two days ago. Most of you have been incredibly supportive but I would love to see the responses gathered here. Both for history and to commemorate the first re-introduction of me to the Core.


https://soundcloud.com/hana-beshara-378313292/evolution-podcast-1

[Zombie]

To summerize , it's a realignment of what this place has been and intentions for what it will be.
: note to self : listening to this podcast while falling asleep creates a subconscious link to a farm like place while meeting a candee fixing things in a barn and convos with phara ?

[Phara]

To summerize , it's a realignment of what this place has been and intentions for what it will be.
: note to self : listening to this podcast while falling asleep creates a subconscious link to a farm like place while meeting a candee fixing things in a barn and convos with phara ?

dreaming of the compound obviously. duh. <3

[Zombie]

Still don't know wtf that is

[Phara]

Still don't know wtf that is

o_O .... lol.

We always talked about buying a big piece of land and making it the Ninja Compound. Candee growing mushrooms, me stomping around the mainhouse, Anna painting the walls... that kind of thing. The Compound.

[cerrodepedro]

Warning, stream of consciousness from someone who just put a few things up on Sidereel every now and then, and only bought a T-shirt for the legal fund when it all went down:

HOLY SHIT it is wonderful this is documented. I feel like the authenticity and emotion and validity of the entire forum is just almost concentrated into this call.

"beautiful ... psychotic ... smart."

YEP.

[Phara]

Warning, stream of consciousness from someone who just put a few things up on Sidereel every now and then, and only bought a T-shirt for the legal fund when it all went down:

HOLY SHIT it is wonderful this is documented. I feel like the authenticity and emotion and validity of the entire forum is just almost concentrated into this call.

"beautiful ... psychotic ... smart."

YEP.

ah fuck, thank you so much. i get really vulnerable on these things. I absolutely refuse to do video.

[Candeeoke]

candee fixing things in a barn and convos with phara

I would definitely fix a barn and talk a shit ton with Phara whilst doing so.

[Phara]

candee fixing things in a barn and convos with phara

I would definitely fix a barn and talk a shit ton with Phara whilst doing so.

sounds exactly like us tbh

lolol

[PhlawlessPhelon]

That sounded like emotions that needed to be unleashed.

"beautiful ... psychotic ... smart."

That part caught my attention too. Best part of the podcast in my opinion.

Note: My views may be odd seeing that I was not any major part of the OG Ninja stuff. I put most of my thoughts on the Core podcast#2 discussion.

[girlapaloo]

Here's what I got out of the podcast (just listened to the public edit)


Phara's leadership was the reason Ninja ever thrived in the first place.
The Queen has fucking returned.
Those who wanted the forum back need to participate on more than a complacent, superficial level.

[Phara]

Here's what I got out of the podcast (just listened to the public edit)


Phara's leadership was the reason Ninja ever thrived in the first place.
The Queen has fucking returned.
Those who wanted the forum back need to participate on more than a complacent, superficial level.

NAILED IT.

PERFECTION

[DJ_Darkside]

My summarized thoughts:

330 ish. I fucking love this.. you opened up all my chakaras and made my soul surge with something I have not felt in a long time. YES MY QUEEN YES!!! I WILL STAND RIGHT THE FUCK BY YOUR SIDE!!! FUCK YES!

7:03
You fucking let it out my love

7:40ish
I'm fucking on it.

Tag line of the Doc:
Fuck NinjaVideo, It's fucking Phara now.

I will prove my worth. I have complete confidence in this.

I just want you to know that I am 100% behind you. I vibe with you on all these levels and I would love my own audience with the queen. It would be my absolute pleasure to be in the position to absorb the knowledge that flows from this beautiful mind.... god damn .... what the hell have I gotten myself into. I want everyone to know that I am here... I will work... we will grow because I know without a doubt that it will come to be. I am a sponge of knowledge and this is where I belong. Declared Allegiance

Much love.

[Phara]

My summarized thoughts:

330 ish. I fucking love this.. you opened up all my chakaras and made my soul surge with something I have not felt in a long time. YES MY QUEEN YES!!! I WILL STAND RIGHT THE FUCK BY YOUR SIDE!!! FUCK YES!

7:03
You fucking let it out my love

7:40ish
I'm fucking on it.

Tag line of the Doc:
Fuck NinjaVideo, It's fucking Phara now.

I will prove my worth. I have complete confidence in this.

I just want you to know that I am 100% behind you. I vibe with you on all these levels and I would love my own audience with the queen. It would be my absolute pleasure to be in the position to absorb the knowledge that flows from this beautiful mind.... god damn .... what the hell have I gotten myself into. I want everyone to know that I am here... I will work... we will grow because I know without a doubt that it will come to be. I am a sponge of knowledge and this is where I belong. Declared Allegiance

Much love.

I SEE THIS SO FUCKING HARD.

WORD UP

PHREEPHARA

^^SKYPE

[Orea]

Get a room you two...

<3

[Phara]

//RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC


YEA, I SAY NIGGA


ugh, i wish i wasn't drunk. whatever, fuck off, i'm a minority from the east coast. die internet if you have a problem with it.

[Gwenno]

Raw, solid, overwhelming, real, painful, blowing me away...
Will listen again soon

[Philly]

U make me wish I could turn my rage into something productive. All I ever get from my rage is assault charges.

[Phara]

//random relisten

//interesting

[Phara]

haha, i so love candee

[Phara]

Raw, solid, overwhelming, real, painful, blowing me away...
Will listen again soon

yo... thank you...


(bow)

[Phara]

U make me wish I could turn my rage into something productive. All I ever get from my rage is assault charges.

fuckin ditto.

my homegirls.

[cerrodepedro]

Dammit, this gives me discomfort, like maybe that being a peon is a waste. There is a level of reservation I have when I approach life, but I think that's killing me. I think it's killing all of us, leaving us in this idle stupor, keeping us from joining the freedom fighters. Some of the freedom fighters I admire most live in the state of Chiapas, Mexico. Select communities who subscribe to Zapatista principles put out a sign saying, effectively, "You are in Zapatista resistance territory. Here the people command and the government obeys."

When Ninja appeared in the last decade, and when it became public again in this one, I felt that pull: That this was something appropriate for me to get on board with, that I could find purpose and justice in this thing. And fuck, this clip wakes me the hell up again. You are literally screaming at me, demanding I stop being a peon, in the middle of a Newark street.

[Phara]

//random relisten o_O

[Phara]

i really fuckin love this one